Diary of Charlotte E. Pollard

Have been out adventuring and working on my latest portfolio of photography. It was quite an enjoyable study.

Decided to share a bit of the exhibit here.

The subject:
( Recently Bathed Men )

Hope you enjoyed!

Current Mood: artistic

Time Lords do get better with age, don't they?

hoo.

um...has anyone seen my knickers?

Current Mood: exhausted

Current Mood: amused

Have decided to take a break from amateur photography for a little bit and get to work again on my memoirs. I was thinking about coming up with a snappier title other than The Diary of Charlotte E. Pollard: Edwardian Adventuress.

Here are some of my working titles,

Blues Eyes, Green Coat: A Tragic Tale of Unrequited Love
I was a Teenage Time Anomaly
Transvestitism: Gets You into Odd Places
Playing Nurse: Travels with The Doctor
Alice and Peter: Travels from Neverland to Wonderland

Current Mood: creative

Having not found my old camera, decided I had to go out and get a new, and take the opportunity to get something really sweet, like a cute lil' digital one. Even contemplated maybe getting one of those mobile phones with cameras in them. Would be awfully stealthy.

hmm...this one is rather cute. It's also in my price range: 99 pounds.

Yes, I definitely think that will be the one I'll buy. Wow, shopping for electronics is more fun then going out for clothes!

Current Mood: excited

Intergalactic pub crawling is not always as cracked up as some people make it out to be.

Apparently this one drink...can't remember what it's called now. Has made me pass out for a couple months! I've missed months of my young life! drlongscarf could've warned me about it, but nooo...

I think...I think I need to go back to familiar pastures. After my headache goes away. Let's hope my hang over doesn't last as long as the unconciousness.

...where is my camera?

Current Mood: sick

TARDIS keys are cold.

If the Doctor entrusts one to you, do not hide it and the necklace it's on under your shirt.

cold metal in cleavage is not a fun experience.

...until noticing your discomfort the Doctor offers to get it out for you. *blush*

Pub crawling has been fun, but I think I will be heading back to the rest of you all fairly soon. Hopefully you'll see me a changed woman. More mature and stable.

I even made a new icon to represent the new spirit of my lifestyle.

Current Mood: okay

Have been spending time with drlongscarf. I must say it's been quite refreshing to get away for a bit. Four also seems very keen a being photographed a lot, so it's been nice to get back in to my dear old hobby. And in one of the pubs we visited I could have sworn I saw Fitz passed out in a corner, but Four insisted on pulling in for a dance to his fave jukebox tune before I could investigate.

Though I must admit that I still get a little depressed at night. I can't help but feel lonely. And I miss eightpointone so much. I think I may love him more than I initially realised. Even more maybe than the Doctor himself. I really want to stop feeling this way.

Either way, when I do go back I will be a more level-headed person who can deal with these problems more like an adult. *nods* I just hope that being around tham again won't revert me to emotional mess all over again

Current Mood: determined
Current Music: some Jimi Hendrix

*is writing while crying*

thedoctor_lj has been upset with me ever since the onslaught of this whole stupid clone business. Now George wants nothing to do with me. Nothing can work out right for me. Everything I do goes to ruin, doesn't work out right, ever.
No one can love me, no matter how much I try to love. No one wants to be around me.

Why should they? I know what you all think of me, you think I'm unstable, completely nutters. Well, then maybe I should just lock myself up somewhere, where I can't harm people anymore, where I can't turn the people I love against me.

Yes, we will all be the better for it.

I just need...to get way for awhile. Perhaps I'll be back...

Good Bye.

Current Mood: nauseated

I've been waiting outside the examination room for Eight and Harry to finish their tests on George.

What is all the commotion about in there? *bits lip harder* Ow! *touches lip, then looks at blood on fingers* Well damn.

Something's going wrong isn't it? Or am I just being paranoid?

Current Mood: worried

This clone idea was the best ever! George is amazing in so many ways.

Oh yes, my virginty has finally gone the way of the Dodo. ANd life couldn't be better. *smiles and goes off in search of George again*

Current Mood: happy

Daughter!

ADopted maybe, but there's still the fact that now I have to deal with that there's this girl by every right I should become good friends with. But instead she only serves to remind me that he looks at me as nothing more than perhaps a daughter.

*blink blink* Damn...I wonder how the clone is going to effect this little family arrangement.

The universe hates me.

Current Mood: stressed

We have the appropriate genetic material.

Tegan has spotted civilisation. maybe.

Have lost Vincent and Anji.

So far, no monsters. But it is still early in the adventure.

Current Mood: excited

Am having an emotional breakdown.

As evil tendencies begin to surface they conflict with my desire to be loved. Especially loved by a certain some one.

All this cummulates into me weeping.

*weeps*

Current Mood: depressed

I think I may be becoming evil.

How does one know. Is it just a feeling you get, or is it one of those "In your thoughts and deeds" type thing?

*evil giggles*

eep! I did it again!

Current Mood: confused

Attempt at propositioning thedoctor_lj: Failed.

*sigh*

Have been invited to go out drinking with other companions. Guess I will. May still need time to calm down from last night's...interestingness.

Having lots of fun making the Family Album grow. So far I have thedoctor_lj, fitzkriener (though it's kinda blurry), and anjikapoor.

I hope thedoctor_lj takes me on an adventure soon. I would really like to test out this baby *pats camera* on Cybermen or Foamasi.

there's also stalking thedoctor_lj and thebeigeone

Current Mood: pleased

I've had a wonderful little holiday photographing butterflies. I even have nice little camera that I've decided to keep with me always. Sometimes you need more than just your memories to help keep track of adventures one's been on.

But I miss thedoctor_lj. I really ought to go back to him. I even caught and kept a very pretty green butterfly in a jar to give to him. I hope he likes it.

Current Mood: hopeful